Saturday, July 28, 2007,5:12 AM
10 mash 10 din
[1]dosh mash dosh dinalor arale...tomar chokhe dekha nil alotomar kane shona pakhir kolorobtomar nishwase beche thaka...ar kichu ghonta matro..tarpor e ami pabo ek natun jogot..nijer chokhe dekhbo,shunbo, gaibo, hashbo....aha !! ki mojae na hobe !!maa !! kichukkhon por ami tomakeprothombar dekhbo......etogulo mash adhbhut ek mayayjenechi niarir taan..tomar amar rokto ek,shorir ek...jibon-mrittyu..sob e ek !!kintu aj ami pa rakhbosei adhbhut prithibi te...jar kotha etodin tomarmukhe shuntam...tomar hath dhore ghure dekhbogota jogot ta...ki !! dekhabe to ??koto galpo, koto kotha bolechhotumi, koto gaan o suniyecho..akash nil, gacher pata sabuj...aro koto rong....shottie !! ma shottie !! prithibi eto rongin??shottie bolcho tumi ?amio tobe akashe tuli bhijiyechobi ankbo nil ronger...surjo thekonebo halud-komolaar sabuj diye ankbo koto phul gaach..aha !! kichu ghonta matro ar !!maa !! tumi chup kore gele keno?amar gaye ke jeno haat dichhe !!tomar peteo...charidike sabuj mukhos pora kara jano amake tule dhorchhe...maa !! ami ki baire aschhi ??maa !! oma !!kichu bolo naa !![2]"palao palao !!!aj nistar nei....morte hobe sobai ke...hamla abar akash pothe...palao sobai !! palao !!""aahaa !! bachao !!amake keo niye chol..paye guli...rokto berochhe...hathte parchina...!!achho keo bhai ??hey allah !! bachao tumi !!bomaru biman opore !! aj abar !!hamla suru koreche abar ora..oder ki "ma-bahin" nei re !!ki labh toder manush mere !!torao ki insaan nosh re??tora khun kore shanti chas?tora sob khuni !!aaaaah!!! yea allah !! illaha !! ilahi !!tui amar auladh take bacha !bachte de oke...soddo jonmeche o !!!"[3]maa !! ora kadche keno?ora haste jane na?tumi je bolechile tomra koto hasho...moja koro..kothay ki??ora sobai kadche....hasche na to....maa !! ora gaan jane na?sobai to nijeder slogan dichhemaa !! oder hate banduk keno?oder keo tuli kine dey ni?ora chobi anke naa?tumi je bolechile "tomader "prithibite shanti ache..ache "aman"...kothay maa?maa !! prithibite ki sudhuduto e rong?kalo ar laal..charidike to ami dhoya dekhte pachhi...akash kalo..surjo kalo..gacher patao kalo......kothay nil ? kothay halud-komola,kothay sabuj?ar ache manusher shorir thekejhore pora laal rong...oma !! kichu bol na!!oma !![4]achha ma ! amar baba ke ?shey ki manush?naki shey o sada ba kalo chamrar keo....baba nei keno ekhane maa?oi lokta ke ma!!mejhete rokto mekhe shuye achekotha bolche naa.sobai kadche ..o ke ma?tumio kadcho keno??tumi kadcho keno maa?[5]naa !! ami thakte chai na ekhane....ami chobi ankte chai...ekhane ora amake ankte debe na...maa! "tui" je bolechiliekhane koto sukh...koto anando...koto ahlad !!koi ma !! koi !!ma tui chup keno?kotha bol ma kotha bol !!kothay gaan? kothay hashi ?era sudhu marte jane...rokto jane..banduk jane...oder keo tuli kine deyni keno??ora chobi anke na??ora dushtu !!tui oder bokish na keno ma?thakte chaina ekhane ami !ma !!nei sabuj pata, halud surjo ar nil akash...ekhane sob e kalo..sob ! sob ! sob !bhalo chilam 10 mash 10 dinesob dekhini..shuni ni...tui amake agey bolishni keno maa?prithibi erokom !!eto dambandhokor !!oma bol naa !!tui amake mitthe bolechilis keno?khusi te chilam tor pete khudro ek bhrun hoye...keno anli ekhane amake?tui "baje maa" !tui mitthebadi....tui o oder moto !!!maa !! tui chup keno?maa !! kotha bol !! kotha bol !!tui nishwas nichhis na keno?maa !! oma !! tor shorir thanda hoye jachhe keno?maa !! kara jeno amargola tipe dhorche...maa !! ami nishwas nite parchina !!maa ! bacha amake !!bacha !!!amake tor bhetore niye ne !!lukiye rakh eei dhshtu jogot theke...maa !! kotha bol na !!aj tui chup keno ?maa !! kotha bol maa!!10 mash 10 din koreijibon ta katiye debotor pete...ami rong, prithibi,alo kichue dekhte chai na maa !!kotha bol maa !!tui aj chup kore geli keno?
Friday, July 27, 2007,10:25 AM
nrisongshota
Tomar chokher chotto kalo......
aakash prodip bandho koro.....
Ratri jaga sihirone.......
shorir bhore rakto maakho........
Bhabna kisher mrittu jaale.......
alo-aadharir antarale .....
Aatma bhora bibhishikhay......
.aatit take sakkhi rakho..........
,10:16 AM
nothingness
tired I am......broken I am not
alone I am...lonely I am not
belief I had....faith I have not
strength I have.....power I have not
companion I have.....compassion I have not
love I had.....attatchment I had not...
but still I see you in my within
whether you are there with me or not
when i look out side the wide window,I see
I see the warm sky streatching its arm for a hug..
I miss it...
It was a mistake that people say..
I made
but I stay purplexed when they cal it so...
They say that betrayal I did to her....lonely I made her...
but I did not want to.....Only I searched
for the hug that I missed...
searched for it...only
I had everything when I looked back..
but still I longed....I dont know why...
people say I am perverted when thay come accross....
but I only looked for a hug...
That I missed...
they accepts it not....
I learn today ...
but it was just an innocent feeling..
truelythat cropped out of me years back
with no intension of perversion
nor betrayal..
Just a hug..I needed
today,when I look outside the wide window
I see the warm sky stretching its arm
for a hug....
I have all today...
but I miss that hug.......
I fail to embrace the sky
my arms ar shrinked with nothingness......
but the soul wants it
i don't know whether I'll be missing it ever
but I miss it today..
I need the hug....
needed it ever..
,9:51 AM
amar addhatmo chetona
bhagoban tumi ki manush,naki sabandhorte gelei foske jaodekhte geli paliye jaoshottie boloto ..tumi ki khaobhagoban, juge juge pathalebahu doot......tabu nam nei tomarkothao.. loke chene sudhu RAJDOOTkokhono bole pathiyecho tumi bhoot...kim bhoot, gechho bhoot..mechho bhoot..ami boli je ja boluktumi baro ADHBHOOT !!dekeche tomay bahu lokkoreche tomar pujonakuldana, paara...koto kichu to mere dile...seshe khela banale ludouttor theke poschimpurbo theke dokkhinmenechhe tomake sobaibipode porle, premete porlekimba korle lorai....sansar e sukh nahi thake jodidakbo tomay boro...mairi bolchhi janiye dio(sedin) nei to tomar appo !!
,9:45 AM
boka-boka
tip tip barsa paani
ar chokhe poreche je chhani
hay raam hay raam
tumi ki dan naki bam
tumi brishti bhijonaa
thanda lege jabe...
babar poisa thakle
abar sere jabe...
brishti pore tapur tupur
node elo baan
sokal bela uthe dekhi
gaache jambuban...
gagone garoje megh ghano borosha
dekhe bhabi....meye khani kalo na forosha
rashi rashi bhara bharadhan kata holo sara
badha goru aj dekho peyeche chhara...
,7:40 AM
amar desh-o-priti
bharot amar bharot barsho
swadesh amar swapno go
jochhuri te bhore gechhe...
bhorche pocket netar to.....
eksho kotir desh go mora
khatchhi dekho dibosh - raat
phamily planning nei ko moder
(tai) sosthi pujo r barche bar
bharot amar bharot barsho
porikiya te nei ko lesh
asbe kobe Bush babaji
langot khule nachbe desh...
robindronath..bibekanando
bhaggish tara pogar par
atmo hanan korto tara
dekhto jodi desher haal..
emni bhalo swabhab moder
shatru noy ko keo kothao
peace treaty te sobar agey
"bandh" e porbe jethay jao..
sanskriti sobar sera
cinema kori "adult grade"
hero heroine biye korle
paparazzi r pothe parade..
bharot amar bharot barsho
bir subhaser mohan desh
dena'r jala tarchhe amay
world bank er sudh er rate..
tabuo mora sobar sera
khulte jeo na khap hethay
dhano dhanne pushpe bhora
moddho rate full neshay....
Tuesday, July 24, 2007,10:01 AM
subho janmodin
Chhanda I am writing this letter to you
From a Manhattan pub and its 12:52
They’ve switched off the music
And they are washing the glass…
Got to turn back to my hotel..
There are so many things that I want to say
Now that I have come so far away
All the wrong things I have done and
All the wrong things I’ve said
But do u need me today…..
And I want to ask u how things are at home
Whether u missed me, what u cooked yesterday
But this napkin’s too small to fit in all that
And they have shut down the main
Outside the broadway its cold and its blue
And my pocket is as beauty as the soles of my shoe
I wished I could stay here and talked about u
To the old man behind the bar…
I wish I could tell u of the lady next to me
Wish I could write a fancy poetry
But all I have written the passed half an hour
Was a letter Happy Birthday to u..
I am sorry to be such a aweful old man
I wish I could make u understand
But since I am so far..far away from u
A letter Happy Birthday to u..
Chhanda eei chithi ta likhchi tomay
Ekta manhattan bar theke raat barotay
Ora nibhiye dichhe alo…tule felche gelash
Abar sei sostar hotel..
Aj onek kichu bolte chaichi tomay
Boshe eei sudur America e
Rojkar sei ek gheye mitthe kotha noy
Moner bhetor theke…
Ichhe kore jante kaadche ki mon
Ki korche amar kolkata akhon
Kintu napkin ta boroe choto eei dokane
Ar pen er kali furiye geche..
Baire broadway dhoyasha e bheja
Bheja amar chera jutor suktola ta
Ar pocket eeo matro dollar chhota
Ei whiskey tao furiye geche…
Ami jani ami lokta subidher noi..
Sob chere chure ghure berai bidesh bibhui
Tobe napkin ta ami aj post korboi
Nesha kete jawar agey..
Ichhe chilo lekhar tomay onek kotha
Boro soro mane wala kobita
Kintu ghonta khanek dhore
Sudhu ektai kotha likhechi
Happy Birth day to u..